Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Why?


Why?


Why don't you love me anymore?
we used to talk everyday, and all day
why did that all change?
you said you loved me, so many times each day
i said it back, and meant it each time
despite that we met on a chat site
you gave me hope when i was serverly depressed
i told you almost everything about me
my dreams, my bad habits, my fears and more
one of those fears being losing you
each time i said it you said i wouldn't
you wouldn't stop loving me
no matter what
that no distance, event, person or whatever else would change that
i was skeptical but grew to trust in your words
i trusted you in general, a lot more than anyone
we even talked about marriage, kids and even living together
despite that we never even seen each other face to face
i loved you that much
why did that all change?
after a year of knowing you
now all i get from you is cold indifference
did i do something wrong?
did i say something wrong?
you never told me, only that you was busy
the less we talked the more convinced i was that you were getting less fond of me
you said that wasn't it
you was just busy
but now we don't talk at all
it's been two months now
you never said goodbye
you never gave me a reason why
i still think about you
every moment of everyday
i stare at the photos of you with tear filled eyes
i miss you
but you don't care
you're going on with life
without a thought of me
my heart aches
i want things to be the way they used to be.
i never got a chance to say goodbye either
so goodbye, i would always love you
always and forever

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